What is a blog?

An online journal?

A shopping catalog?

A place to voice opinions?

So perhaps it may be just some way of expressing free speech. Free speech always did puzzle me . At first glance , the act of free speech is the ability to say whatever you want , whenever you want . And whoever stopped people from being able to enjoy free speech was just another dictator who wouldn't last another term in parliment without the use of excessive force from his private military army . But still , consider this , if everyone believed that free speech was a god given right . Then we could just go up to anyone in the streets and call them a murderer , a rapist and slander them to no end . So then .. Should free speech be allowed?

If everyone were to abuse their ability of free speech , anxiety , chaos and reputations being destroyed in seconds would occur on a daily basis . But where do we draw the line between standing up for what is supposed to be a gift and misusing this gift . Censor , Mosiac or simply ban .

Every story needs a hero
Every story needs a villain.

A protagonist and an antagonist .

Yin and Yang .

Strange thing though , although Yin and Yang are often associated with good and evil . It is never explicitly stated that they represent those two things . They actually represent two opposites for example hot and cold , soft and hard but never ever good and evil because the lines between the two aren't so .. clear.

But still , regardless , whatever. Ranting is all I do here so , it's awesome is it not?

It's boring . I used to think that super villains were the cool ones . Their designs , their powers , their mysteriousness . But then one day I realised , I probably would be the most 'flat' kind of villain . One that does not evolve and who's purpose comes from selfish desires , not from any tragedy or whatnot . xD

So one day , I think that being a hero would be cool . Knight in shining armour , spotlight on ME . Not bad eh? Seems cooler then being misunderstood by the masses and pitied by some weirdos ~

Signing off
Marcus :O

I'm bored . Real bored . I don't feel like doing homework , my computer is too shit to play champions online . Sigh . What am i supposed to do . Motivation and inspiration are so hard to find nowadays . Sometimes I wish life revolved around something else besides money and studying . Don't you feel like being born into this period is somewhat boring? It's like the mundane periods before the interesting things that go down in history . Sadly, we'll never really play a significant part in any world changing events . :(


Signing off
Marcus

Sometimes , I like to think that someone still checks this blog . Waiting anxiously for the day that I would finally blog another post again . Well , if you're that person. Voila ! Here it is . Are you squirming in delight? I hope not , that would just be creepy .

These days aren't that bad . Lots of time for soul searching . The most troubling thing is that .. I spend more time worrying about my homework rather then actually doing it . Pretty dumb eh?

But I doubt it's a really rare issue . You would call it procrastination I guess . Procrastination .. That word has been flung around alot recently . It's like when a teacher just uses that word once , students find meaning in it and just repeatedly use it over and over again until its weight is lost . How sad .

Anyway , I should probably get back to writing this letter . Half the holiday is already gone , I can't say the same for the pile of homework on my bed sadly .

Signing off,
Marcus

Really now . It's already june . Haha . This blog is probably already dead by now . The chances of someone even bothering to come here anymore is deathly .. slim . But hey , who really cares right ? Alot of things happened between this and the last post . Haha . I'm heading off to china on an immersion trip . Maybe when i come back my chinese would have shoot up ten fold . I'll keep my fingers crossed . I'm grateful that i have this chance to meet more people . If everyone had the same personality . This world would indeed be peaceful , but then it wouldn't really be interesting anymore now would it . Meeting different people and understanding their nature is really just a fun experience :) . Oh well that's about it for now . Maybe i'll post again soon ? Maybe not . It's really just all about timing and abit of luck mixed into it .

Signing off
~Marcus

Where the sun don't shine . Evil never sleeps.

1 month has passed already . Pretty fast i must say .. Sorta used to the new class already hm. Haven't posted in awhile . Felt a need to do this post all of a sudden.

Anyway, it's a short post . Nothing much to post about .

Signing off
Marcus

Heey reader(s) ? I doubt i have anyone who frequently visits this blog . haha . Except spammers , those dont count though.Today just had first day of school . It was pretty normal i guess . First days always have that awkward feeling to them , it's somewhat boring yet exciting .

1 / 1 / 10

Went with dad , bro and cousain to watch avatar . Awesome show . Didn't watch in 3d , i don't really find 3d anymore attractive than the norm . Still .. it was a pretty dam good show . Although it lasted 2 hours plus . By the time it finished, it was already 2am . We were all pretty tired as we drove back home . Haha

2/ 1 / 10
Went wake boarding with bro , cousain and his dad . Fell down hard when was going in and out of the wake . Came back home with a headache and minor neck ache .

3/1/10

Woke up to have a uber stiff neck + neck ache . Couldnt look down . Was pretty awkward . Had to look straight the whole day . Bending down was a real pain in the ass . So was walking down the stairs . Couldn't see where i was stepping .

4/1/10

Today ! My neck felt much better and i could look down more . Just felt somewhat stiff .

Anyway , that should be about all of it . There isn't anything much to my life . But i appreciate the people who actually take the time to read this ! Lol. Doubt anyone will ever read this far though X_X

Signing off ~
Marcus